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It's what causes that
fight or flight feeling that is instilled in all of us.
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That feeling is addictive.
For as long as I can remember, I have always loved watching old horror movies. I have always loved hearing old ghost stories. I have always loved Halloween.
Once a year when I was very young, my mom, brother and I would go into town (always in October) and visit all of the department stores.
There was one store that I really looked forward to. It was an unknown store, run by a man from India whom barely spoke English. I don't even know the name of the store, but it was a tiny, old building away from all of the mainstream stores.
When we would visit, nobody else was every in there shopping. It was a dead little store. However, they had the ultimate halloween masks. In order to get to the halloween stuff, you had to ask the man to visit the upstairs attic. He would lead you up a dark stairway into another level where all the really cool stuff was hiding. Where there were things that other people didn't know was there. Things that others could not have. He had masks imported from another country that were truly movie-esque. And yes, they were masks that you couldn't find at the Hills, Kmarts, Gabriels, and Phar-mors.
It was as if nobody else knew it was all there. It was all to ourselves. Every year we were able to buy 1 mask (because they were not cheap). Those masks are brought out and used as decorations every year on Halloween.
I used to love Halloween because it was a time to be scared with all of the haunted houses and scary Roseanne episodes. And I, like you, love that feeling of being scared.
But, I think I love it for a different reason now.
You see, what scared me back then, doesnt scare me now. And what scares me now, never scared me then.
Nowadays, I love what Halloween stands for:
- - doing something out of the ordinary - - anticipation mixed with fear - going into those dark places and finding something that nobody else can ever have - - a reminder of the old days.
It's all so addictive.
Happy Halloween,
-Mike